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ayako_in_love
05 October 2008 @ 10:22 pm
I wish I had a friend like Chun is for Jae in SNAP by Mimei. (WARNING: it's NC-17 and it's kind of controversial so if you don't like it don't read, but it's good XP)

Soulmate

Who could do for me anything... and when I write anything I mean it. Even if it was sth dangerous, unmoral or stupid. Crying together, laughing together, drinking, dancing. hugging, kissing.. just anything and everything. Someone who'd have time for me always.. even in the middle of a night or when he should do sth different..  (and I'm still talking about FRIEND! no romantic feelings.. not bf/gf ^^')

But it's just a dream.. There's no friendship like this.. T_T

 
 
Current Music: Dong Bang Shin Ki - DARKNESS EYES
 
 
ayako_in_love
05 October 2008 @ 09:27 pm
Emo mode on..     again..
welcome back >_>




I fell so lonely..

Maybe it's the weather.. autumn..
Maybe start of Uni which I hate so much T_T
Maybe that no one has time for me...
Maybe fics I've been reading these days
or maybe just my fucked up psychic >_>
even Dong Bang boys can't help even BooJae o_O




desperatly need HUG

Hug me BooJaelostscene lostscene  anyone

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Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: Dong Bang Shin Ki - Wrong Number
 
 
ayako_in_love
26 September 2008 @ 11:40 pm
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Thank You Dong Bang Shin Ki for such beautifull album.

Mirotic is so love ♥_♥

You made me really really happy ^^
감사합니다! ♥♥♥ and 화이팅!







Wanna performances now XD



Jae *speachless*
 
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Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: Dong Bang Shin Ki - Wrong Number
 
 
ayako_in_love
18 September 2008 @ 06:51 pm
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I'm so happy ^^ Really.. It's been so long since I felt that way last time ^^

Yesterday I had so much fun with [info]sabaku_no_lita and lostscene ^^ ILU <3 girls ^^ we were fangirling and laughing and even more fangirling and.. I dunno how could this happen but I was drunk after drinking only ONE drink (martini with vodka) It's so embarrassing T_T  maybe I was TOO HAPPY o_O So sorry girls once again ^^'  and sorry mors_chan for all those text messages ^^ ILU <3 You're angel being so patient XP

and now... prepare yourself for nosebleeds and fainting!

 
JaeJoong.. killed me.. and I'm sure not only me.. and not for the first time but anyway.. he's evil.. I wanna go to him *_________*

I want new album! NOW!</lj></lj> 5 more days..
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Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: Dong Bang Shin Ki - Box in the Ship
 
 
ayako_in_love
16 September 2008 @ 03:36 pm
I passed re-take exams XD YEY~! for me XP

Now I can fully enjoy SHINee and upcoming DBSK's album XD

Mirotic is *_* <3 I want more!
And JJ is half naked!  @_@ and Yunho O_O why he has to change so much.. he's hotter and hotter each day o_O
I already love their new stylist XP
O_O MOREEEEEEEEEE~!

I want to buy sth on YA T_T

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Current Music: Dong Bang Shin Ki - Mirotic
 
 
 
ayako_in_love
02 September 2008 @ 09:08 pm
To Jaejoong:

He is XD

and

I wish


It's so cute and lovely and don't woryy it's not related to DBSK or k-pop in any way so  please watch!

andthis one because it's funny XD

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Current Music: Color Me Badd - For all Eternity
 
 
ayako_in_love
31 August 2008 @ 03:17 pm
SHINee is   The SHINee World is    I can't stop listening to them XD I was really surprised that they released such a good album o_O I wasn't expecting much.. I mean they're just another boysband, ne? But I was wrong XD very, very wrong.. And I'm even more sure of it after watching they're live performances.. It's amazing how they sing and dance that good when they're so young and debuted only few months ago O.O Impressive ^^ And I again love their choreography XD And they look better in those new hair XD

So far my fav are Key   and Onew They're both very cute and charming XD And Onew's smile *_* 

I watched 1st ep. of their MNET SHINee Reality Show where they're having a date with noona XD It's so cute and lovely! I want to have a date with them too! I'm their noona so.. XD And I can smell some KeyMin XD

Pe2ny and Younha new albums are too XD

♥JaeJoong

(I just HAD to mention him XD) LOL

dio_elaclaire  thank you for yesterday's talk ^^ ILU  and mors_chan  and lostscene  and sabaku_no_lita  and deed_li_yah  ILU <3 all of you :*

 
 
Current Music: SHINee - 사랑의 길 (Love's Way)
 
 
ayako_in_love
15 August 2008 @ 09:08 pm
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I died and am in heaven XD

Watch this! Almost shirtless Jae XD He could take it off completely -_-'

How I wish I was there (SM Town 2008 Concert).. and see his abs

on my own eyes XD and Yunho's too XD They really worked out o_O All of them.. They have now nice biceps and triceps too XDXDXD If they're like this now.. I wonder what they prepare for their comeback XD

Love in the Ice in korean *_*

and LOL at Chun's hair XD

And THIS:

Seriously It should be not allowed to be that cute and hot *________*
 
 
Current Music: Dong Bang Shin Ki - Love in the Ice
 
 
ayako_in_love
14 August 2008 @ 07:42 pm
I'm back from London ^^ Actually I came back 3 days ago but haven't been in a mood to write anything ^^' gomen. I've been in London for 5 weeks but it felt like 1 day o_O Time flew so fast!

Since the beginning I had bad luck! In plane I got flew and had been sick for week so I couldn't looking for a job with my sister and our friend or sightseeing T_T While I was lying in a bed they found their jobs and I was feeling even more depressed... 'Luckily' on Monday my sister called me and said that her boss had some work for me. I rushed there and without any interview they told me to wash dishes and do everything the boss ask me o_O They didn't even tell me how much hours a week I'll be working and how much will they pay me for that >_> I was angry and shocked but I didn't have a choice.. I felt pressured because my flatmates already had jobs and I was only one left.. So I did what I was told to... At the end of the day my boss told me that I'll be working from 8 am to 6 pm. 10 hours with only one 30 min break for lunch (at 3.30 pm)! And it was a really big sandwich bar on the one of the most busy streets... So I was dead tired and didn't have strength even to go to the internet cafe T_T My feet hurt so much I barely crawled to my room.. It was horrible.. Next days were no different beside that my boss told me to do even more.. I had to do drinks.. (put them in a refrigerator) and sometimes be a waitress and help with  making and delivering packets with lunch for some company >_> The f*** boss putted off the talk about money for few days.. and finally on Thursday  he told me that  I  can't have any day off  for first 2 weeks (and that bar was open from Monday to Sunday) and he 'll  give me 190-200₤ per week T_T It's not even 3₤ per hour T_T and he told me that there is one week deposit .  If I knew from the beginning how it would be I wouldn't agree.. but it was too late and I had to endure it... But on Tuesday (only after week of work) my hands were swollen awfully and they hurt and I could move my fingers without a pain T_T I tried to bear with it but I couldn't.. It was too much and I couldn't work .. so my boss told me to go home, and when I was going out from the bar he also told me: 'don't bother coming back' ! I was so scared and stressed and hurt and tired that I didn't fight for money which he didn't give me T_T I called my sister and she told me to calm down.. After1 hour she called me that her boss was actually my boss;s father o_O and he was totally pissed off and he yelled at him and told my sister to not worry and that he bring her my money (only 180₤ thou.. but that's still better than nothing) XD (My sister was luckier than me.. her coworkers were a lot a lot nicer to her and helped her and paid more) So I lost my job... But than this time my friend's boss had another bar where he needed someone so he proposed it to me XD It was very small bar far away from center (I had to went there by 2 tube lines and than by bus few stops which all lasted more than 1 hour >_>) but the atmosphere there was a lot nicer and calmer and I had to work there only from 9.30 am to 2 pm so I could take an english course in college XD but since it was only for few hours  a day and I didn't have much to do I got only 120₤ I'm still glad that I got this job.. who would employ me for only 2 weeks..

I alsko hate how London is hella expensive.. and that the wether totally sucks and makes you sleppy all the time and that the center is always crowded (tube in the mornings and late afternoons  >_<)  and people non-stop apologizing and thanking... blah..

But there were some things I liked XP
1. Parks... In London the parks are gorgeous! Big, green, pretty and clean. You can sit on the grass and forget of everything XD
2. A lot of asian boys XD
3. A lot of asian restaurants and shops XD I was in two different korean restaurants and could eat REAL KOREAN FOOD! You can imagine that I was extremely happy XD The food was delicious! I ate kimchi XD bulgogi XD bibimbap, pajan, jajangmyung (Goong S and Coffee Prince XD) and some others which names I can't remember ^^' and I drank soju! and some korean beer XD When I told my korean friend that soju was sweet and not that strong she looked at me weirdly and said that for her it's really strong and that she's drunk after 2 small glasses
^^' (it looks like polish people really have strong heads o_O lol)
3. English classes XD I met one korean (EunKi) and one japanese (Saori) girls XD They're cute and nice XD I hope well stay in contact :)

All in all it was definitely nice experience XP and I'm happy that I went there XD
I'll try to post some pictures when my sister came back with our camera (because she stayed there a little longer, because my parents told me to come back earlier since I have to retake some exams >_<)

Next entry will be fangirlish one XD
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Current Music: Big Bang - Lady
 
 
ayako_in_love
19 June 2008 @ 04:55 pm
tagged by sabaku_no_lita

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now, shaping your spring. Post these instructions in your LJ along with your 7 songs. Then tag 7 other people to see what they're listening to.

1. Dong Bang Shin Ki - どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう?(HQ version XD)
2.
RURUTIA - Lost Butterfly
3.
Super Junior H - 파자마 파티 (PAJAMA PARTY)
4.
OLIVIA - Celestial Delinquent
5.
Nell - 어떻게 생각해
6.
Alex - 데이지
7.
Battle - Big Change (feat.Deegie)

tagging: everyone who wants XD

oh.. and you don't have to put links for the songs :) I did because I wanted ^^ hope you'll enjoy :)
 
 
Current Music: Super Junior H - COOKING? COOKING!